Why are the people who matter most to me the ones who I take for granted? Why I am rude to them all the time? Why am I such a selfish pig? Why do I have to think of myself all the time? I hate myself.
I'm pretty messed up. This is just a way for me to let out my thoughts and frustrations, a medium for recording my ever changing feelings during the course of life, a chance for self-reflection.
Im pretty insecure about a lot of things. I hope that through this exercise I'm able to alleviate these insecurities. I don't think anyone will ever stumble across this blog so I feel quite relieved. This is my safe haven. A zone where I can be me without anyone judging me and for me to just unwind and let everything out.
I guess the ultimate purpose of this blog is for me to be able to vent my feelings that I would have otherwise just kept bottled up.
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