Empty Spaces

Numb. Can't seem to shake the feeling that I dont fit in anywhere. Like there is no place for me in this world. Like there is no room for me.

Icy cold water runs through every vein in my body.

I want to give up. I dont want to try anymore. Let me see the light. Let the current take me. I give up.

For once in my life I just want to know what it feels like.