Empty Spaces

I think im a bit crazy and perhaps a bit weird. And socially retarded. My brain is like mashed potato and my behaviour and attitude is swayed easily by external factors. I find it extremely difficult to communicate with people. I repress feelings and then I spew it all out. I slur my speech and my lexicon seems like its fading. My field of vision and thoughts narrows. I find it difficult to join the dots. I might be a little crazy i think.