Empty Spaces

I feel alone. I feel I have no one. In this world, it's just my shadow and I. He's the only one that can understand me. The only one who I can trust. He is like me, as he is a projection of me. I take comfort from the fact that he will always be there by my side.

Why do i feel this way? Why am I emotionally distant from everyone in my life? I am anxious. I feel somewhat insecure and afraid.I feel disconnected. Sometimes I feel that this is all just a big dream. And that I will wake up one day. Maybe to something. Maybe to nothing. What if I don't wake up? What if this is real? Well is it?

Why is it that I feel the need to get emotional and depressed whenever I should be concentrating on more important things? Things like my exam tomorrow. I need to get these feelings out. I shouldn't repress myself. I guess this is one step forward.